Ahh, this season, Fate/kaleid liner PRISMA ILLYA 2wei! This is sooo lolicon show, otaku have gone moergasmic and moeuphoric. Oh yes, we call it “youjo” or “幼女 (premature girl). Oh yes, that derriere, can’t understand why they drew so erotic. Mind-boggling…
And Love Stage, that ikemen guy is a lolicon. After greeted by a loli, he gets carried away and hit his head to the electric pole.
And Barakamon, all those two lolis, ahh kawaii! I wish I had that kind of visitors, since I live alone like him. Maybe I should move to Goto islands, but nubile single chicks are all gone away to Tokyo for either college or job, so only K-12 girls and obasan/BBA (aged women) are left there, so I can’t really move there…
Ahh, Hanayamata, these are middle school girls, and they are what? 14 years old? Yeah, Lolita was 14 too. Ahh, so much loli fest this season! I wish I had sisters like them.
Ahh, I wish I had an imouto (little sister). Yes, I always wanted to have a little sister. But that’s impossible. So, the only possible way is a daughter. I need a daughter. But I’m a guy, so I can’t have a daughter by myself. I need a girl who can accept my sperm and make a daughter. So, I need a wife (or domestic partner). If I can’t get any wife, then a surrogate mother to make my daughter. But that service is super expensive, a proletarian like me can never afford. But I’m still afraid of marriage. Why? Because my child’s gender or sex would be uncertain. It’s unpredictable. What if I get married, but only have sons? What if I can never have any daughter? That would be a nightmare. I would rather be a foster parent and adopt a daughter than marrying a girl and fearing the uncertainty. I don’t want any guys around me, my life has been full of dudes, even though I didn’t want that at all, I’m simply tired of dudes, I’ve had too little interaction (i.e. skinship) with girls, so now I have to make up the rest of my life with just hanging out with girls. That would be even.
Oh yes, I just want to hang out with girls, no more with dudes. One female friend is worth a hundred dude buddies. To befriend with one girl is the same with to make 100 dude friends. It takes energy 100 times more to make a female friend. So, if I ask a female friend to have a tea at Starbucks and I get turned down, the damage of rejection would be a 100 times severer than being rejected by dude friends. But in turn, if she accepts to have a drink with me, then 100 times happier. Oh yeah, would be the happiest moment in my life. Well, I don’t really care if dudes reject me in the first place, I’m not gay; all I need is interaction with girls.
So, I don’t want guys, especially family relationship is too close, so I only want to surround myself with females: sister or daughter, and a wife. Only me as a guy is enough. Madonna and Child, that child is son as Isis and Horus. That religious symbol is a social pressure because I totally don’t want to have a son. No son. No brother. I don’t want nothing to do with guys. My ideal family is 4 family members: two daughters, and then a wife, and me as a father. Dubya family or Obama family, these two presidents have that ideal family. So yes, symbolism-wise that is very important. Two daughters, ahhh, so envious. Yes, the first children of America have been female for more than two decades. How much I want to have daughters… As I get older, my desire for an imouto has transformed into a daughter. And yes, lolita complex, that is a mirror of wish for imouto or daughter. Wish for younger girls.
A wife is fearful, what if she file a divorce? Then, she won’t be my wife anymore, totally becomes a stranger. But sister or daughter, even though they repudiate me, they’re still my sister and daughter. At least by blood. So down in my heart, I can still feel somehow I’m still connected to them. Oh yes, that connection, that material connection, while spiritual connection is uncertain. A wife is a soul mate? I don’t believe in soul or spirituality because of breakup, especially divorce disproves soul mate. Little sister-in-law, or little sister-in-Christ, these are uncertain, it can end anytime. So material, or physical, yes, by gene or DNA or blood, my sister and daughter are part of me…oh yes, earthly connection rather than spiritual connection. Yes, earthly bread over heavenly bread. Physical over metaphysical. It’s a sure thing.
That’s why I want loli..oh, I mean sister or daughter. Yes, a girl I can pet her head. Well, City Of Lost Children kind of relationship is fine too, One giving Miette a piggyback ride! Or Barakamon is fine too. Even these middle school girls look cute to me. And when I watch these lolis in anime, ohhh, I have a moe, and that desire or wish grows so big and uncontainable, yes, emptiness or void in the heart, like “ahh” scratching hair, yes saudade, and in the end that sumblimates into loliconness.
So, lolicon isn’t perverted nor crime, but purely from otaku’s saudade.
