Myself; Yourself 8–Oh me, oh my, it’s drama trauma time

If Miyako didn’t have a cell phone…

You know, I haven’t blogged about this show in a while, but I caught up over Thanksgiving weekend. And you know, after episodes 7 and especially this one, 8…and after watching ef episode 7…scenes like this mean something pretty dramatic to me now.

This is a show with an identity crisis of major proportions. The episodes that are meant to be filler–ie, the ones where Nanaka is not the main focus, and especially the ones that focus on Hinako the prepubescent 10 year old–are really filler. The story ones are really intense by comparison. I don’t think I’m too far off the mark when episode 7 started giving me, of all things, a Higurashi vibe, which I should have seen coming given that there was an entire episode preview that parodied Higurashi’s season 1 previews! What does this show want to be: a dumb romance featuring way too much time given to a girl way too young to be sexualized? Or a soapy melodrama filled with crying, dark pasts, and interminable hospital visits, with a dash of morbid horror added in?

Those of us in SoCal know a little bit about this

It is now obvious that both Sana and Nanaka have had terrible, terrible pasts since they parted as children, and we now know at least the outline of Nanaka’s problems; we are still somewhat in the dark about Sana, though the pieces are coming together. (Past suicide attempts are almost certain. Look at the way he winces when Nanaka accuses him of forgetting her during his time away.) I’ve already discussed the way romance shows seem to be using this more and more in my Anime Blog Collective post. The funny thing is that in order to make the show feel much more unified and coherent, all you have to do is just skip the Hinako episodes (4, 6). There will still be the deeply annoying Chiyo-chan-frozen-in-time Aoi, and some cheesy jokes left, but you will get a much stronger sense of something sinister building from the get-go. The Hinako episodes felt like they were inserted almost randomly into the story, and I am told it is also the case with the bulk of episode 9. Such interruption of delicious soapy drama can never be forgiven!!!

Well, all right. There is one quite funny joke which sort of depends on recognizing it from the Hinako episodes. This time, Aoi sees the porn and the tissues, which we know were not used That Way, and she emits her Chiyo-chan-getting-hit-by-a-volleyball vocalizations. That was well-paced and I laughed out loud.

HA! I always knew Key titles were actually porn!Chiyo-chan, I had no idea you knew so much about boys

I have to admit I really like the idea of the secret mailbox. For some reason, I find it a potent symbol of trust and togetherness between Sana and Nanaka and despite the fact that it was milked for all its worth in this episode, it was primal to see all those letters falling out and the one written in blood. I was also surprised by how well the Yuzuki-sensei and her caramel scene worked, too. At first it almost seemed like a digression, but it eventually tied very nicely and it didn’t go too far into sappy territory as it could have. (What? Yuzuki wasn’t traumatized by being a latchkey kid? That’s revolutionary!)  That scene, and the buildup to the secret mailbox scene, was handled well, and easily makes this the most compelling episode in the series so far for me.

A little Higurashi-esque, aren’t we

OK. So it took me the warning shot of episode 3 to finally get me to see there might be something to this show, and enduring several Hinako episodes which I almost simply decided to turn off altogether. But getting to this point was worth it. Are the emotions simple? Yes, and primal too; I winced when Nanaka cried that Sana wasn’t there for her when she needed him most. I think that’s what we all fear. Is the situation melodramatic and soap operatic? Yes. Especially the jealousy monster parts. Is this nearly as good as the kind of trauma featured in ef? No. This show is not that intelligent, though it does have the plus side of not having Chihiro’s voice actress be Nanaka’s too. But it seems to have a beating heart at last, and two characters that I am beginning to actually care for to an extent (those tense conversations between Sana and her mother are golden).

Oh lord, please don’t let episode 9 be as disappointing as I’m told it is. Please. (And, by the way, lose the cheery episode summary, OP and eyecatch music.)

Author: gendomike

Michael lives in the Los Angeles area, and has been into anime since he saw Neon Genesis Evangelion in 1999. Some of his favorite shows include Full Metal Alchemist, Honey and Clover, and Welcome to the NHK!. Since 2003 he has gone to at least one anime convention every year. A public radio junkie, which naturally led to podcasting, he now holds a seminary degree and is looking to become Dr. Rev. Otaku Bible Man any day now. Michael can be reached at You can also find his Twitter account at @gendomike.

3 thoughts on “Myself; Yourself 8–Oh me, oh my, it’s drama trauma time

  1. (And, by the way, lose the cheery episode summary, OP and eyecatch music.)

    So let me get this straight — you want Myself; Yourself to be darker than black? :O

    Awful pun aside, I suppose that the need for diversion, or “filler” as you put it, is a way of M;Y showing off its, uh, post-harem structure. I disagree that Hinako is just a random prepubescent there for the fanservice, for I see it as the creators going back to the harem roots and going “see, we can still have our cake and eat it”.

    I wrote a ridiculous amount of words about why the loli in M;Y this time wasn’t just a two-dimensional trope, so maybe that explains my position.

  2. @korosora: Unfortunately, I’m not there. 🙂

    @Owen: I just read your eloquent explanation of why Hinako is not a diversion but actually a genre breaker of sorts. While acknowledging this may be a function of judging hastily, I’m not really convinced; you seem to think that this makes her character more realistic, which I don’t in general, even granting the fact that her kiss at the end of ep 6 is a bit of a shock. (It was for me too, it was one of the few emotionally rounded moments in that episode.) And for me, post-harem or not, I find Pronouns (I love that nickname) to be disjointed artistically and thus not terribly convincing as a story except when it focuses on the two main leads. The Hinako episodes simply felt intrusive and unless you are deliberately trying for something like ef, I prefer more straightforward storytelling approaches in general.

    Of course, I think there is still time for surprises. The writers could brilliantly tie everything together somehow by the end, and the last shot of episode 6–an unexpectedly melancholy one–might actually mean something greater after all. This has been a season full of surprises in the romance genre and my interest in the show is still a lot higher than it was initially. You should read my episode 1 review for contrast!

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